First Day of my Life

In The Shadows

I feel like I'm stoned I wanna be alone Just for a while unknown Weeks on the road A long way from home Just shut off the phone And you say I'll heal you I'll always be yours And you say I kill you If I do something wrong (Yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah (Yeah) yeah... Still feels like the first time To stand here by your side Together regardless We'll walk through the darkness Still feels like the first day of my life Remember the times Together we swore To never give up this life Still hanging on Still going strong Here I belong And maybe, I'm crazy But I just can't slow down And maybe I'm crazy But at least I'm still around (Yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah (Yeah) yeah... Still feels like the first time To stand here by your side Together regardless We'll walk through the darkness Still feels like the first day of my life Feels like the first day of my life Feels like the first time Still feels like the first day of my life Still feels like the first time To stand here by your side Together regardless We'll walk through the darkness Still feels like the first day of my Still feels like the first day of my Still feels like the first day of my life

No sleep No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer. Won't stop Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer. Sometimes I feel like going down and so disconnected. Somehow I know that I'm haunted to be wanted. I've been watching, I've been waiting, In the shadows for my time. I've been searching I've been living for tomorrows all my life. They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe. But I I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave Sometimes I feel like I should go and play with the thunder. Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder. I've been watching, I've been waiting, In the shadows for my time. I've been searching I've been living for tomorrows all my life. Lately I've been walking walking in circles. Watching, waiting for something. Feel me, touch me, heal me Come take me higher... I've been watching, I've been waiting, In the shadows for my time. I've been searching I've been living for tomorrows all my life. I've been watching, I've been waiting, I've been searching I've been living, for tomorrows In the shadows I've been waiting...

Still Standing

In My Life

I wish you were here tonight with me to see the northern lights. I wish you were here tonight with me. I wish I could have you by my side tonight when the sky is burning. I wish I could have you by my side. Cause I've been down and I've been crawling. Won't back down no more. Can't you stop the lies falling from the skies. Down on me, I'm still standing. Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised. Conscience clear I'm still standing here. Burns like a thousand stars, though you're light years away. Burns like a thousand stars or more. You're up there, you're always with me. Smiling down on me. Can't you stop the lies falling from the skies. Down on me, I'm still standing. Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised. Conscience clear I'm still standing here. It's something sacred, something so beautiful. Something quiet to ease my mind. When the pressure's taking me over and over. Cause I've been down and I've been crawling. Pushed around, and always falling. You're up there, you're always with me. Smiling down on me. Can't you stop the lies falling from the skies. Down on me, I'm still standing. Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised. Conscience clear I'm still standing here. Can't you stop the lies falling from the skies. Down on me, I'm still standing. Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised. Conscience clear I'm still standing here.

Feel the heat below my feet. I have to go no time to sleep. Can't believe the things you say. Turn my head and walk away. You make me sick you make me nervous. Times are gone when you would say. This is the one and seize the day. Times are gone for honesty. "My victory is your defeat". Oh can't you see you've been mistaken. In my life I decide and it turns me on. How I am, how I live, who I love. In my way I feel strong. And it turns me on. In my life I decide, I decide All you do, you can't deny it it's waste of time, waste of life. Can I suggest that you invest in something more than hopelessness. Before you know, the ride is over. In my life I decide and it turns me on. How I am, how I live, who I love. In my way I feel strong. And it turns me on. In my life I decide, I decide It's up to you if you give it up It's up to you if you won't stop. It's up to you if you give it up It's up to you if you won't stop. It's up to you if you give it up, give it up. It's up to you if you won't stop. It's up to you if you give it up, give it up. It's up to you, It's up to you The record shows that you're dead but you're still living. Every time you have died you have been given Another change to fix your bad attitude. And make a move, it's up to you. It's up to you if you give it up, give it up. It's up to you if you give it up, give it up. It's up to you if you give it up, give it up. It's up to you, It's up to you Give it up, give it up. Give it up, give it up. Give it up, give it up.